The Hunter's Moon
So you want to know how it all started?
I’m crashing from the speed—still confused about what went down.
I see their faces gray and filled with terror. Death hovers close by. I hallucinate a lot these days.
Pour me another cup of that coffee—please.
Do I have to wear these handcuffs? I’m not going to run away. You’re two big strong cops and I only weigh about a hundred and ten pounds. Fine, have it your way.
Could you just put another lump of sugar in my cup? Stir it real good. I’ll talk now—even if you can’t promise to let me see Andra before you lock me up again.
In some ways Andra and me were like most other girls our age. We liked pretty clothes, foxy guys and going out dancing. But our childhoods were different. Not like normal kids.
Dysfunctional. That’s what the shrinks call it.
Andra’s Dad was in prison. Life. For killing her mother.
Her mom liked to fool around. She was pretty—like Andra—and guys crowded
around her like pathetic dogs. She particularly liked this gas station attendant over at Elmwood Full Service.
Andra and me used to take the shortcut home from school and we’d see them making out in his car, parked in back of the garage. It was always the same: Bare legs wrapped tight around the kid’s back,
hands tugging at his hair, head thrown back. Ruby lipstick smeared on her chin, sweat dripping from red curls.
Andra’s mother saw us once. She peered at us through slitted eyes—like
Mrs. Altieri’s cat when she watched the birds out on the lawn.
A look of sheer happiness passed over her face at that moment, like she was thrilled that her daughter had caught her cheating. Like she was saying, "See, I am a woman, not the piece of trash your father makes me out to be."
Andra didn’t say much about the incident, but not long after that she started giving out to some of the older guys at the high school. Andra was twelve the first time she got laid.
Before long love in the back seat of an old Lincoln wasn’t enough for Andra’s mom. She started taking the kid home.
Andra’s Dad found them in bed one afternoon when he came home early from work. He carried around a 38 Special. He shot them both before they knew he’d seen them.
Andra didn’t cry.
After that her grandmother took her in. The old lady liked to drink and never really noticed what Andra did or where she went. My dad had a drinking problem too. It got worst after he hurt his back at the textile mill.
My Mom left him when I was thirteen. She was a waitress next to the hotel downtown. Some guy who came from New York City promised her a better life in Manhattan.
She left with him on Christmas day.
She never said goodbye to me.
She called my Dad one night in March, said the guy had beat her because she wasn’t taking in as much money as the other girls.
She called every night for a whole week, begging to come home. My Dad sent her half his disability check for the bus and some food. Mom never made it home.
About a month later Dad said they found her body floating in the East River.
I asked if I could have the gold ring she’d left behind. Dad slapped me, then scooped up all the whiskey bottles in the cupboard. He didn’t come out of his room for three days.
Andra and I liked to go to the clubs. We practically lived at them. We didn’t have wheels and we had to bum rides.
We called ourselves hunters right from the start—girls on the prowl,
looking for a good time.
We weren’t scared of much.
Andra tucked a switchblade in her boot.
I stole my Dad’s old Colt. You must have found it in my bag when you
went through my stuff.
Dad never noticed the gun was gone.
I guess you found the pot too. Is possession still a misdemeanor? I guess it doesn’t matter under the circumstances.
Andra and I had jobs at the Outlet Company in Providence. We worked the day shift, except for Thursday when the store stayed opened late. That’s when we had to go in from one to nine. Every other night we were free to party.
I worked in the junior department. It was easy to steal when my supervisor was at lunch. Andra and I had the funkiest outfits and we never spent a dime.
We’d primp and change outfits until we were satisfied with the way we looked. Then we’d make our way to the street, knowing that the guys hanging out at the pool hall were checking us out. And dirty old Mr. Renfield next door was peeking at us through the blinds. We felt like movie stars—beautiful, skinny, dressed in slinky shorts
with matching halters or low-cut dresses with bare backs. We’d stroll down Elmwood, thumbs stuck out and heels clicking on
We sang Brown Sugar to each other.
In the beginning all we wanted was a ride downtown. Later on if a guy was willing to pay us a few bucks for some extra fun we didn’t object.
If we knew it was going to be a slow night at the clubs, we’d make them
drive us out to the suburbs, past Warwick and deep into Coventry, where they were building condos.
We’d take turns riding solo pickups, give them their money’s worth. If there were two of them I’d stay in the car with one guy while Andra
took the other into the thick woods.
One night Andra ran her knife across a guy’s neck. She didn’t cut him or anything like that—just scared him real good and made him hand over his wallet.
He was one of those geeky types.
Three nights later we saw him sitting in a window booth at Spencer’s coffee shop.
A red Cadillac breezed by a minute before. It stopped at the next corner, backed up a bit, as if the driver was looking at us in the rear view mirror.
The guy in the coffee shop window shook his fist at us, pointed to a cop who drank coffee and ate a cinnamon donut at the counter. Andra went to the window and glared at the guy.
She used to get this real weird look in her eyes—a look that could scare
you if you were the whimpy type.
We never saw the guy after that, but we’d see that red Caddie every time we walked down Elmwood.
Andra talked about going to Boston or New York, traveling across the country and making scores on people like the geek in the coffee shop. "We’re growing up, Lucy. We need to get more sophisticated."
I’d say, "Yeah, whatever."
I was still a kid who just wanted to have fun.
You said you wanted to know about the first time?
I could use a cigarette about now.
It was last October—just a year ago—a warm Indian Summer night. People liked to drive to the beach on nights like that—catch the last remnants
of warmth before a New England winter came to call.
We knew nothing much would be going on at Mortuary’s—the hottest club
in downtown Providence. We figured we could find a good time anyway. We were walking along Elmwood. I wore a yellow mini and black heels. Andra was wearing a bright red short set and high black boots. I was closest to the street and held out my thumb as traffic flew past.
The red Caddie cruised by, turned into Solitro Brothers parking lot and waited until we got to the corner.
The door on the driver’s side opened. A woman got out, stood on the sidewalk and watched us—hands on hips, smiling.
She was something else—about six feet tall, skin the color of chestnuts and wild burgundy hair. She wore a silk dress. I’d seen it in the exclusives section of Gazebo’s. It cost four hundred bucks. It was hiked high on her hips.
She was dripping in gold—ears, neck fingers and ankles. A skinny cigar was stuck in between white teeth—fang-like teeth—and her lips were
painted with purple gloss.
"You working girls?" she asked as she plucked her cigar out of her mouth. Dark tendrils of smoke curled around her head.
"Looks like some bucks there," Andra said nudging me.
"Its a chick. I don’t do chicks."
"We don’t have to do her. We’ll get her out to the construction site and I’ll pull the gun before anything happens."
Andra had that look in her eyes.
"A gun stops anything, don’t worry."
"Hey, I don’t know. We ain’t never did—"
"Don’t be a chicken, Lucy. Something like this had to happen sooner or later. We’ve just been moving up to it real fast and steady."
"Somebody like that will turn us in. We’ll never be able to hitch rides on this strip again—"
"So what. This stuff is getting old anyway. We need to move on." "I don—"
"You girls want to go for a ride?" The woman’s voice was husky.
Andra smiled wide. "Yeah, sounds like fun."
"I know where you go," the woman said as I slid into the car beside her—"I followed you last night."
I wanted to split, bolt out of the car, but Andra had already gotten in, squeezed up close to me and shut the door. She slipped my bag off my shoulders and stuck it between her feet.
I had a real bad feeling.
We drove to the site. We were silent until the woman pulled into the lot.
Half-finished skeletal buildings loomed in the distance and above the moon hung full and round. I remember thinking that it looked sickly yellow. Later Andra told me it was the Hunter’s Moon—the full moon in
The woman shut off the engine, undid the buttons on her dress and stroked my face. I felt Andra move closer. The woman’s teeth flashed.
"You first, come on a bit closer."
I heard rustling behind me, vinyl crinkling, and then Andra’s hand shot
past my head, her full weight was against my back.
The Colt was pressed against the woman’s head.
Her pretty chestnut complexion turned white, her mouth went slack and she started twitching.
I turned, looked at Andra. With that weird look in her eyes she said, "Take your jewelry off and throw it in this bag. Then give us all your cash. When you’re finished get out of the car and start walking towards those buildings up ahead."
The woman nodded, removed her rings—all except for the a big diamond
on her left index finger—unclipped her earrings and reached over to throw them in the bag.
The gun was still at the woman’s head.
I was sandwiched in between her and Andra, sweat stuck to my clothes. "Give us the diamond too," Andra said.
"No, not that one. It’s got sentimental value. How can you be so heartless?"
"Look, bitch. You can buy another. We want that one—give it here."
"Well, then go to hell."
The shot still echoes in my head.
She didn’t die right away—despite the damage the bullet had done to her head and face.
She jumped and quivered for a while.
The moon—the Hunter’s Moon—reflected in her eyes. Somebody would find her before long and I wondered if the moon’s image would remain in her eyes when they took her away—when they buried her.
She laid there cold and quiet. Life draining from her slowly. I won’t forget that part.
I thought about it a lot.
I wanted to see it happen again.
We dragged the woman out onto the damp ground and covered her with some leaves. They scattered as the wind picked up and a light rain started to fall.
"We’ll be far away from here by the time they find her."
"Yeah, I guess we have no choice now."
"I want to wear the diamond for a while," Andra said holding her hand up to the moon. Moon beams danced on metal. "You get to wear it tomorrow." "Deal, but I want the gold hoop earrings for now."
I took the cash from the woman’s bag—there was a little less than a
Andra shook her head, looking at the silk dress. "Too bad it got messed up with blood and stuff. It’s really good silk."
We were in New York City by midnight.
We left the Caddie parked near the Metropolitan Museum of Art and started walking. It wasn’t long before a guy in a gold BMW pulled up and offered us a ride.
He didn’t have much money on him—only about two hundred dollars—but
he was wearing a Rolex and a solid gold chain.
I had to wipe the blood off the chain after I cut his throat. I hung it around my neck, Andra strapped the Rolex on her wrist. We hopped into the BMW and headed South.
We stayed in New Jersey for a couple of weeks—all because of Moe.
We were heading for Philly, driving through Camden, when we spotted a bunch of guys hanging around outside a strip club.
"You thirsty," Andra said. She had that look in her eyes. "Sure, we both could use a break."
We took seats at the bar, ordered draft beer and lighted cigarettes. The bartender made small talk with us. He was about thirty, had dark waist length hair and a diamond stud in his left ear. His front teeth were crooked and his nose a bit too large, but there was something really sexy about him.
"So where you girls from?"
"A ways up North," I said as he poured us both another drink. He put his hand to his chin, looking back and forth at both of us. "So where’d you girls get all that fancy jewelry—and that Rolex?"
"Our Daddies are rich," giggled Andra raising her glass in a mock toast. His eyes narrowed. "Don’t give me no lines. I’ve seen a lot—especially
He waved his hand—